I fear. I fear many things. Sometimes the fear in me becomes so strong that my brains starts visualizing brilliant stuffs( VFX quality) just to give me the. It somehow automatically picks up a folder from my stock of memories and then lays a almost perfect plot for me to feel the fear. Quite amazing, isn't it? It happens with most of the people. Therefore, citing the above example, I am normal. Now sometimes quite opposite happens. Being a science student I shouldn't just write "sometimes". It's a relative term. So just to say in terms of numbers if fearful thoughts come 67% times then the other ones come 33% times. Sometimes I just do things. Not in a fit of a moment. I make proper plans,think of the consequences and then I do. And this 33% leaves a mark,in my personal memory library,if not on the world. So I once analysed why this 67% thing exist? And what's the difference between me in both the phases? During the 33% thing I never think of failur...
Today during writing my environmental science paper something dawned upon me. I left my pen and sat there quietly giving respect to my thoughts. It took man thousands of years to become civilized.Again thousands to build dynasties and kingdoms. Then few hundreds to build factories and then suddenly we find ourselves in a very awkward situation where we are able to calculate how many years our resources will last if we keep consuming at the present rate. Around 1830 we reached 1st billion ,and now in 2015 we grew to 7 billion. Is this planet only for us? So many species are living with us sharing our resources and we are just using everything for ourselves. I am not adverse to change and speed of change but shouldn't we stop or better say halt at some point and take a look around? our destination might have descended down the horizon.The speed with which we are moving ahead,leave aside the resources,leave aside the pollution, even leave aside the population , just think h...